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New template. Forget all fancy designs, I just want something simple.

i'm going to send a letter first thing tmr morning, before i even join gavin in the market for chee cheong fun & steaming hot soya bean milk! my future depends on this..somehow. so wish me luck.

i thought i would be content with just the fan tonight, because it was rather cooling..no? and then my active sweat glands started to work. i just had to reach for the air con remote..so much for going green huh. save the bloody trees! and the polar bears!

meanwhile my application to be a relief teacher had also been approved. now i see if they really need reliefs. pretty good pay! would be good to start earning some income on my own, so i can help pay school fees, some bills, start shopping again (urgh it's been eons. don't even go out much these days) and maybe just a little bit of this and that. when i used to work in the past, i would give my mom my entire salary. dumb? well i don't know. they were the ones providing all along. i only think it's right.

i wonder how it'll be like when i start earning my keep. meaning no more allowance. i will live on what i earn. i saved quite a bit from my allowances for the past few months. took quite a bit of discipline i must say. then next thing i knew i was only left with $30. consultation fees in NUH are killers. it's like my 2nd home now. lunch for maid and siblings, baking ingredients, candy empire..must be it. so much for discipline huh.

sidetrack. i was thinking how my friends and i can all be close with each other even after all these years. there was never a serious issue, we were always true, and always stood by each other. we keep secrets. yet how some others are just not cut out to be your true friends. i always believe that no matter how different 2 persons are, they can still be friends for life or maybe life partners. idk..cliche as it might sound, but maybe they are just not fated?

well i don't know. it's getting late and i must go to bed. it feels good to be an early riser. :)

4 comments:

THE INDIVIDUAL. said...

hey! im doing relief as well! yeah, the pay's good. 65 per day.

actually i've been doing it since last year, during sch hols.

and its easier to get in a school if you have relations. i got in cause my aunt and sister are in the school...so, good luck to you! :)

:) said...

oh no i've got no form of relations in school at all.

then how long must i wait!?

thanks though :)

THE INDIVIDUAL. said...

start calling up schools, especially those close to your area. then wait until they call you :)

oh btw, i love your photography. and your photoshop skills are amazing!

:) said...

haha thank you blue fingers (psst i know your real name though, hehe)! practice makes perfect. :D