june the 3rd.

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i am such a lousy best friend. because even after 9 years knowing joyce, i still managed to not remember her birthday. i'm trying not to use the word 'forgot' here because it sounds awful and makes me feel awful too. because i don't really keep track of the days after graduation, it didn't really dawn on me that it was already june.

june makes me think of:
1) holidays
2) shit, siblings at home 24/7.
3) joyce's birthday!

and i was so sure in my head that her birthday's on 15th june. i don't know why, maybe that number suited her face. :/ yknow, when some people remind you of some things and words..in my case, numbers. like gavin actually gave me the first impression that he's birthday is somewhere at the end of the year. i took nearly a year to remember his birthday and had to reconfirm mom's birthday with my sister this year, so hurrah to goldfish memory!

so being the internet whore like all of you are, i asked gavin to check for her birthday on friendster/facebook. i still remembered when i took the reminder for my birthday out from friendster, only a few wished me a very happy birthday. and when i put the wrong date with the every intention of finding out who actually DON'T remember my birthday, quite a number wished me happy birthday too. y'all are reliant internet whores like me too, bitches! LOL

okay sidetracked. and so because the internet is powerful like that, i got a slap in the face knowing that my dearest dearest joyce is having her birthday in 1 day's time and I HAVE GOT NO MONEY.

daniel actually texted me like at 9/10ish pm on 2nd june to ask if i was going to surprise her later at midnight (which i did with chester and gavin last year) and i told him i wasn't. i really felt guilty man. so i read harry potter while waiting for 11:59pm to come so i could text her a "happy birthday hope you're wiser by the year yada yada" BUT because harry potter took me away on a train to hogwarts, (yes you are right) i missed the time. if only you could see how many times i've rolled my eyes at myself.

and the same thing happened with carolyn. like year after year, after 11 years. i should really start noting down friends' birthdays on an organiser or something. but because my plans are always spontaneous and never organised, i suppose the organiser will be solely dedicated to being a birthday book.

and once again, i am a shitty friend. because i don't remember the simplest things.

bye.