Oh dear.

i'm supposed to go for a swim with gavin 8 hours from now, but i just couldn't get to sleep. ):

just bought myself a swimsuit and a pair of goggles, because swimming in bikinis is just senseless. the main issue that deterred me from swimming was because i never owned a decent piece of swimsuit after secondary 1. i really loved to swim when i was young. my dad would bring my sister and i to our country club every sunday where i would have my swimming classes. i was tanned, skinny, rather underweight and always sported goggle tan lines around my eyes. it was ugly.

then he got busy and never came round to bringing us for a swim again. i lost my then-already-bad stamina, so now i have none. i hope, for later, that my bony fingers and chicken feet will still be able to propel my body forwards after a 7-year hiatus.

i really need more exercise than the walk down to my kitchen.

i suggested dining out today, since gavin and i had mostly been having home cooked meals for the past, idon'tknow, weeks? i thought of steamboat at first, then seafood buffet, then german cuisine, then indian cuisine, and carnivore. in the end, we settled for zi char, 7 mins away from our places. we were really hungry, so i got greedy and ordered ourselves a steamed garoupa, prawn paste chicken wings, and a rather large amount of dou miao. with rice, of course.

we stuffed our faces silly and were struggling to finish up the fish, because it was a freakin' garoupa. he had to pack the wings and we left the dou miao barely touched. lots of fiber, that one. could have went with a more stem-my vegetable. spent quite a bit on that dinner. let's just say that dinners at other restaurants might have cost around the same.

then we went for ice cream. sometimes i think my appetite is rather unsatiable.





just got bored with what i'd been rambling on about above, decided to sleep for real. think i might have attention deficient disorder.